Sunday, January 26, 2025

November 2024-January 2025

 Yes we will All Die All Saints 2024

All Saints Day is a great day for a baptism, and even though we don’t have any today, I’ve thought about baptism a lot this week.
I know a number of you were raised Roman Catholic and while I wasn’t I did  grow up in a predominantly Roman Catholic village and I remember friends on the playground talking about the horrible fate awaiting those who were not baptized. Later I learned that the unbaptized, according to Roman Catholic doctrine, weren’t destined to be tortured in some eternal damnation as my classmates implied, but were stuck in “limbo.”
Limbo was this place of “not yet,” you weren’t in heaven and you weren’t in hell. Limbo was, if I’m not mistaken, a place where the unbaptized were destined to spend eternity. But in the language of the playground where kids always try to determine who is “in” and who is “out,” this not being baptized thing was definitely a ticket to some type of hell.
It confused me because I grew up as an Episcopalian and, from a very young age, I was taught that no one— NO ONE— created by God is hated or rejected by God. NO ONE.
I’m not sure any of my playground friends believed me.
I hope you do.
There’s no such thing as eternal darkness. There’s no such thing as eternal damnation. There’s no such thing as a hateful God.
And do you want to know how I know this?
Because Jesus defeated death. He DEFEATED death. Completely, utterly, forever.
Do you believe this? Do you?
It’s right there in today’s reading from Revelation: “Death will be no more;
mourning and crying and pain will be no more, for the first things have passed away.”
The first things have passed away because Jesus came into the world and made everything and everyone new.
    In today’s Gospel we hear about the raising of Lazarus. Jesus says, “Unbind him and let him go.” This is what God says to each of us when we die—-“you are now unbound, you can let go now.”
 Death had no hold over Lazarus.
    Lazarus’s death and coming back to life was a precursor to all that was going to happen in Jerusalem—-betrayal, a farce of a trial, imprisonment and death by crucifixion.
Lazarus’s death seemed like the end.
Mary said as such…” If you had been here my brother wouldn’t have died.” And how does Jesus respond?
He brings Lazarus back to life.
He defeats the death of Lazarus by giving him life. And then he does it for all of us through his own death and resurrection. Not only did he defeat the death of Lazarus and his own death. He defeated it for us all.
    Yes we will die. And no we won’t.
Yes we will die to this life and that will be sad.
But our life doesn’t end, it is changed and we live in our new form of being forever.
So for those of you who fear death I say—unbind yourself, let it go.
You are free because Jesus defeated the fear and darkness of death once and for all, so we all may take our place in the company of saints in all their glory.
We take our place in heaven not because of what we did or did not do but because of how we were created and by whom we were created.
And for that we sing a Song of the Saints of God, remembering all those who fought the good fight, ran the length of the race and now soar through the heavens, free and joyous, for all time.
And I mean to be one of them too. Amen. 

PROPER 27B

In the reading sweepstakes today, the widows win!
In Kings, we hear about this widow mother in Zarapath who forsakes her family’s last meal for the prophet who tells her that God has her and her son in those almighty hands, so not to worry but to follow his instructions. It worked. He ate, they ate, and it never ran out.
In Mark, the widow with two coins intentionally places a seemingly meager offering into the temple’s bank account while others somewhat distractedly tossed in an offering out of their abundance.
One widow exhibits trust in something seemingly unknowable while the other widow intentionally gives of herself to a religious institution designed to keep her on the outside, looking in. Does one have blind faith, and the other blind obedience?
What are we to learn from this?
Well simply put, faith is great—having faith in God is the point isn’t it? But blind faith? Blind faith is misplaced. Did the widow in Kings have blind faith or did she figure, “heck my son and I are going to die anyway, so if this so-called prophet wants the last of my food, ok.” Whether it’s out of faith, or whether it’s out of despair—-she gives the last of what was hers to him. The key to this story isn’t how the widow felt about the prophet its about what the prophet did with what the widow offered. She gave him everything she had, and then he gave her enough for always.
In our Gospel, Jesus was watching Jewish people pay their tax to the temple. Now this isn’t to be confused with the tax to the emperor—they had to pay that too, but this tax was laid on them by their own people. They owed everyone.
The wealthier tossed their offering in the coffer without giving it a thought. I doubt there was any sense of fulfilling a sacred obligation , it was more a part of daily life.
But for the widow it was everything. I doubt the empire or the temple had done much for the widow, but she gave out of her poverty not because she had to but because she knew she should. She played within the rules of the day, didn’t try to get something for nothing.
Why did she do it?
Well, my guess is she did it because it was an expression faith, faith that so far hadn’t given her much in the way of creature comforts, but clearly she knew that all that she had wasn’t hers, but God’s. And so she gave.  
Jesus was there. Jesus noticed. And Jesus was moved.
And God was within the prophet and noticed what the widow of Zarepath did. Her oil and flour never ran out. God kept her fed.
So what do we take away for ourselves in November, 2024?
Simple.
What’s important is that we accept that we will attend to our obligations as people of faith in the way we find appropriate and right. God watches us, Jesus notices and the responsibility we bear to each other ( in my opinion) is this:
to believe passionately, to fulfill our obligations with dignity, and to remember and be buoyed by the fact that our oil may be depleted but it will not run out and that our two coins, no matter how meager they seem to others, means the world to Jesus.
Because what our faith teaches is that: we do what we can with what we can in the best way we can for as long as we can. [forgive me, John Wesley]
Our love for God is expressed in many ways and God’s love for us as God’s beloved is expressed in many ways—let’s continue to live our lives and our faith in and through that gratitude. Let’s keep working toward what God is calling us to do. Amen

[end for St James below]
We have completed our stewardship campaign and have surpassed our goals. Both in number of pledging units and in amount pledged— why—- because we all love this place and we all love our God. And we are banking our abundance on it. Let’s keep going. Amen

REBUILDING OURSELVES Proper 28B

+Last week and this week’s gospels are set inside and just outside the Temple. In the days of Jesus the Temple in Jerusalem was the most magnificent structure anyone had ever seen. Some of the stones were 40 ft. long…. JUST ONE STONE. Most of the western wall, plus some of the northern wall, from a later incarnation of the temple, still exists today. Even these remnants, small in comparison to what the disciples are marveling at in today’s Gospel, are pretty impressive.  It’s an amazing and formidable place. To the disciples--- fishermen, tentmakers and stonemasons from rural Galilee--- it must have seemed equally incredible.
But it wasn’t just the sight of the Temple that blew them away, it was Jesus’ outlandish claim that it would be toppled, that those 40 ft. long stones would be destroyed. It was a ludicrous thought!
Now, remember, this part of the Gospel comes toward the end of Jesus’ earthly life…it was early in Holy Week, probably Monday or Tuesday…Jesus’ description of the temple falling as a foreshadowing of his death wasn’t some “long in the future prediction”…it was happening… soon!
Today’s Gospel was written through the lens of Holy Week yet we read it through the lens of Advent.
Welcome to Advent, my friends. You see Advent isn’t about 24/7 Christmas music on the radio, or making your list and checking it twice, Advent is all about a beginning emerging out of an ending, it’s about a new creation, it’s about turning what we know inside out and upside down. Advent is about new birth.
And giving birth isn’t pretty. It involves ebbs and flows of pain, fear, hope and peace.
Birth is mind-blowing, overwhelming and scary.
Giving birth changes everything.
Just like the coming of Jesus.
Once Jesus arrived and even now as we anticipate Jesus coming again, the world order is being changed.
With the Coming of Jesus comes a clean slate, a fresh start, a beginning to the creation of a new world order.
But getting there is just like childbirth---painful, scary, messy and at times, overwhelming.
Periodically throughout our own lives we’ve been in that place—in that painful, scary, messy and overwhelming place. Some of us use our faith to carry us through, some of us deny our faith in those times  because we figure we’ve been abandoned by it, we figure that if faith was real nothing bad would ever happen, that we would never disagree about the exercise of our faith, that we would all be lockstep in the worship of a Savior who never makes us question or worry or squirm. Faith is messy, the history of Christianity is messy and living our Christian faith is messy.
So is Advent.
Preparing for the messiah requires perseverance, fortitude, grit, spunk and persistence. It also requires faith.
Big Faith. Messy Faith.
Take a moment and think of those people in your own life who’ve exhibited gritty faith in the face of great odds. No doubt they ticked some folks off, while being encouraging to others. Their faith was challenged, their faith endured.
Jesus ticked people off too, so did Moses, Noah, John the Baptist, the Woman at the well, Mary Magdalene, Peter, Mahatma Ghandi, Martin Luther King Jr. etc..
Their faith was big, messy and in most cases, the structure of their world had to be destroyed before it could be rebuilt.
We’re called to have a faith that is so Big people are changed by witnessing it.
A faith so big that when people see us negotiate the changes and chances of this world—they stand back and take notice, just like the disciples did when they viewed the stones of the temple.
We need to have a faith so big that our very being can’t contain it.
And when it overflows it will be messy, complicated and perhaps really difficult to look at and hear about. But a faith that can kill one person on a cross and then save an entire world? That’s bound to be messy. Amen.

ADVENT 1C
Advent readings are not necessarily all light and joy— they remind us that it may get darker before the light arrives, and that there’s a ton of work to be done before we get to the light and the joy.
Work that isn’t all that easy. Work that, frankly, a lot of you may wish I’d stop talking about.
The world is a mess. Gaza, Israel; Ukraine, Russia. Racism. Hate. Out of control violence perpetuated by people who think the only way to deal with their personal issues of intolerance and fear is to lash out in violence against innocents.
On a more personal level I know that each and everyone of you has a whole host of worries on your plate. Health concerns, family issues, economic insecurity, work stress.
Life is challenging, scary, and fragile.
We all deal with these issues differently—sometimes we deny them, sometimes we tackle them, sometimes we avoid them, sometimes we just plain worry about them.
But, and here’s where our readings for today come into play, when everything seems to be at it’s worst, when everything seems to be at it’s darkest, when the “signs in the sun, the moon and the stars…cause people to faint from fear,” when we can’t seem to find our way out of whatever mess we find ourselves in …
lo and behold, God appears. Because God always appears.
Advent is about having hope. Having hope even when the days are dark and the world feels cold and the future seems precarious.
Advent is about trusting that the light will always follow the dark.
Advent is about knowing---deep down in our gut—that a leaf will sprout from the righteous branch of David.
Advent is about remembering that God isn’t finished: not with us, not with the world.
Creation and redemption are not once and for all, over and done with acts of God.
In and through us, God keeps creating.
God in Christ acted to redeem the world and God in Christ keeps on actively redeeming it.
As Jeremiah says “. . . [The Lord] will execute justice and righteousness in the land,” and until that’s done, God’s not done.
So as we continue our weeks of preparation, waiting, and hoping, we must prayerfully open ourselves to this plain and certain fact:
As long as God isn’t finished, neither are we.
As long as the redeeming work of God through Christ is still working in this world, we must keep working here—in Batavia NY and the surrounding areas~working to bring the light of Christ to all we encounter.
~~Working to BE the light of Christ in this world. ~~Working to make sure that we, in expectant waiting, hopeful anticipation and cheerful preparation, remain the instruments of the Loving, Redeeming, and still working God who came to be among us over 2000 years ago.
Advent is a process for us and a process for God. You see, for God, becoming human only works if we accept that incarnate God into our lives---wholly, fully and totally.
That’s what we’re getting ready for. We’re getting ready to welcome, accept and embrace the best guest. Ever.
The journey isn’t  swift, the way isn’t easy, but we are compelled, through our Baptismal vows, to keep going, ending only when that righteous branch of David returns, joyously announcing that there is, once and for all, Peace on Earth and Goodwill for everyone, everywhere, for ever. May we make it so. Amen

ADVENT 2c

Prophets don’t come onto the scene quietly. They shake things up; shout from the rooftops and set us on edge. A prophet doesn’t fit in, doesn’t tell us what we want to hear, rather a prophet tells us what we must hear. A prophet is often a pain in our rear. But after a prophet is through with us? Well after an encounter with a prophet, we don’t look at anything the same way.
After a prophet is through with us, we’re different.
    John the Baptist knew he was the opening act for the Messiah. His job is to turn us around, leaving the old behind to accept the different, the new life Christ will provide.  So, this straggly looking, wild sounding peasant in the wilderness tells us: “repent, turn your lives around, open yourself” to the new way which is about to arrive.
    John the Baptist stood between two distinct periods in our Christian history— bridging the prophetic voice of the Hebrew scripture with the new voice to come in the person of Jesus Christ. A transitional figure with one eye firmly on the past and one eye firmly on the future, some thought John was a prophet ahead of his time, while others thought he was just plain nuts; but he knew he was the new Elijah, paving the way for God’s in-breaking into the world through Jesus Christ.
And he was going to make darn sure  that people heard his message of both promise and warning.
Promise that the Messiah was on his way and warning that we weren’t (aren’t?) prepared!
John’s challenging us to drop all that weighs us down and accept the coming of the New World.
A new world full of God’s love.
Should be an easy message to sell, right?
Life is more joyful when we allow God’s love to wash over us and guide us...so we should gladly and easily turn our lives around, shedding all that stands in our way, right?
Well…that’s not what we do…we’re human and it’s human nature to resist change…even when it’s good for us!
Remarkably, when we’re in a bad situation we have a tendency to stay put, to stick with the status quo. Not because we’re gluttons for punishment but because we’d  rather stick with a scenario we know than change to one we don’t.
The familiar, even when it isn’t good, seems less risky than the unfamiliar.
This is not new.
The people of the Exodus and those of the Exile wanted, at one time or another, to return to what they knew—even though it was bad for them—because what they knew was less risky than what they didn’t.
We’re no different.
But to fully receive the miracle in Bethlehem we must take this Advent time of preparation to lower our mountains, fill our valleys and straighten our own crooked roads.
We all have them—mountains of doubt, valleys of anxiety, roads crooked with worry. John the Baptist, in all his railing and ranting, in all his challenges and promises prepares us for this new way, he brings us across the divide from the old to the new. He invites us to emerge from the muddy waters of the Jordan changed, ready to receive God’s embrace of love.
A love born of Mary swaddled in rags, lying in a manger.
So our job this Advent season, amidst all the preparations of trees and gifts, amidst all our roads of worry, valleys of anxiety and mountains of doubt is to repent: to turn our lives from all that weighs us down, from all that distracts us and turn toward the east and with heads raised high and arms outstretched ready to accept the coming of the Lord.
The image isn’t quiet and the message isn’t sweet, but by following the prophets we’ll find ourselves in that barn on a silent night, awash in wonder and bowled over by awe. Amen.

Advent 3c

Every year usually on the second and third Sundays in traditional Advent we hear from John the Baptist…the cousin of Jesus who came to prepare the way for the Lord. His style was fast and furious, his message, hard to receive.
But this is a thing I feel pretty certain about—I don’t think John could help himself. Sometimes in life there are things that feel so vital, we can’t keep quiet about it, no matter the cost.
What John is asking of us is at once simple and at the same time, so difficult…he is asking if we’re ready to proclaim by word and example the good news of God in Christ. To quote the author of yesterday’s AdventWord post (published by Forward Movement):
“I’m not asking you to swap your pumpkin spice latte for locusts and honey. I’m asking: has this good news—-that God will come as a helpless baby to save the world—settled into your bones? Do you hear it so clearly that your life takes to this story, proclaiming joy in the good news  of our loving and life giving God?”

 Will you, will we, do this work of Christ? Will we receive one another in love? Will we stand up and speak out when challenged by the encroaching darkness of this world… even if it makes others uncomfortable? Will we stand up and speak out when our neighbor is degraded and dismissed? Will we speak out and stand up when injustice swirls about us?
John challenges us to accept the miracle of God come to us as one of us by taking God’s Word and proclaiming it, no matter how unpopular that word may be in our current world.
John is asking us, are you ready? Because if you (we) accept this baby in the manger than we must be willing to do all the grown man Jesus expects of us. What happens on Christmas is sweet and lovely, yes. But it is also wild and wooly, unpopular and difficult. Because being a follower of Jesus Christ means more than singing Christmas carols and giving donations to our favorite cause. It means working to end the systems of injustice and intolerance that permeate our world. This isn’t work for us to root on others to do. It is our work. John asks us, are we ready? John’s was a message not talking the talk but walking the walk.
My friends, it is our sacred duty to stand up and speak out. It is our sacred duty to care about our neighbor. It is our sacred duty to be the hands and feet, mouths and ears of Jesus right here and right now. Before we sing Silent Night, are we ready to Go Tell it on the Mountain? Because if we aren’t, we best a find a way to get ready, for God’s justice waits for no one. It just flows. Let’s join it, let’s do it, let’s be it. For what John asks is right: Have the requirements of our baptism seeped deeply enough into our bones that we’re ready to not only live this story, but to be it?
In that spirit, instead of proclaiming our faith through the Nicene Creed, today I want us to proclaim our commitment to this faith through the Baptismal Covenant, found on page  304  of the Book of Common Prayer. Please stand as you are able and proclaim ourselves followers of Christ through the Baptismal Covenant.
Page 304

ADVENT 4c


Today’s gospel comes from just after Gabriel tells Mary that she’ll bear God’s Son who will save the world; and just before Mary’s Song of revolution which we read as our canticle for today.
Mary’s first move after Gabriel’s announcement? Visiting Elizabeth, an older distant relation who is 6 months into her own miraculous pregnancy, one that came far later than normal and after decades of shame, because of Elizabeth and Zechariah’s infertility.
    Consider these two women: one scandalously too old to be pregnant, the other scandalously too unmarried. Elizabeth, who views her pregnancy as God “taking away the disgrace” of her childlessness, and Mary, perhaps fearing the disgrace her pregnancy would bring.
Mary turns to Elizabeth— not her mother or an older sister, not a grandmother or an aunt, but a family friend or distant relative who lives in another town.
I wonder what things Mary and Elizabeth offered each other…how was each woman able to be grace and peace to the other, was it by sharing their different perspectives on their surprising pregnancies? Was it their courage in the face of the judgement of others? Or was it a shared shame? Maybe all of the above…
I imagine there are a lot of feelings stirring in Mary as she heads to the hill country and ponders what’s happening in her body: new life and God’s glory, alongside the nausea, fear, and exhaustion. Somehow I imagine she just wants to lean on a trusted older woman, someone she can learn from…but when she arrives it is Elizabeth who is honored to have Mary there, it is Elizabeth who wonders how she came to be blessed by the presence of the mother of the long expected Messiah.  No doubt surprised by Elizabeth’s greeting (complete with John the Baptist doing a somersault in Elizabeth’s womb) Mary must have felt a stirring within her as well, leading to her proclamation of the Song that put the world on notice that the powerful were to be weakened and the weakened, empowered; a prelude to the message her Son would give, a message we still must heed today.
Despite all the unknowns, Mary knows it’s going to be all right, in part because her trusted kinswoman tells her so—with her words and by her very presence alongside her.
Elizabeth knows that things will be OK for her as well, even though she and her husband have not been able to exchange a word since before her shocking pregnancy began ( remember Zechariah’s doubt which rendered him mute?).
    This is the gift of close relationships at their best: giving and receiving the reassurance we need, even when we can’t quite see it for ourselves.
Who provides that for you? Who is it that always has your back, encourages you, and emboldens you to do more that you can ever ask or imagine?
Mary had Elizabeth and Elizabeth had Mary.
And we have them both.
And so many more—- matriarchs and patriarchs of our faith who have shown us what we can do when we say yes to God.
What is God asking of us this day, of you and of me?
What is it that God believes we can do that we may be too unsure, too frightened or too embarrassed to do?
When confronted with such challenges I pray we’ll have the courage that Mary showed, the faith the Elizabeth lived, and the stalwart support they each received from their spouses.
But most of all I pray that each and every one of us will hear when God speaks and that our answers will come not out of hubris but humility, not out of knowing all the answers, but out of living into the questions.
Because what Mary and Elizabeth teach us is that saying yes doesn’t mean we know the way, saying yes just means we trust the way.
Amen.

 

Christmas Eve Yr C

+“Glory to God in the Highest and Peace to God’s People on Earth. Tonight, in the City of David, a savior is born, the messiah, the Prince of Peace.”
Sweet words.
The account of Jesus’ birth is one of the most familiar stories of all time, filled with classic images: angels and the heavenly hosts, that wild star, a young peasant girl and her stalwart betrothed, a barn with sheep, cows, goats, donkeys, straw and that feeding trough—the manger—it’s a sweet tale.
And one of the most subversive, revolutionary and radical stories of all time.
 Did Jesus’ birth really go this way?
Who knows?
Early Christians didn’t seem to care how or where Jesus was born. ..so writing a birth narrative just didn’t seem necessary. But, for some reason, the story developed late in the first century, over 50 years after Jesus’ death.
Regardless of how the story developed, the account of Jesus’ birth represents a fundamental Truth of our faith: that the oppressed, the outcasts of society are beloved by God and until they’re treated with respect and dignity, our job, as the descendants of Mary and Joseph, isn’t finished. As Martin Luther King, in his Letter from a Birmingham jail said: injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.
Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.
This is the legacy of the birth we celebrate tonight, the subversive meaning of the Christmas story: everyone, lowly and despised shepherds, mysterious Hindu star gazers from the east, a couple from the non-descript village of Nazareth, everyone is beloved, adored and cherished by God.
 We, as believers in the dignity of every human being, must take the story of Jesus’s birth and live into the subversive message within it.
We’re called on this most holy and peaceful of evenings, to be subversive through our own sweetness and concern.
When we’re sweet to the outcasts of society—when we care for the rejected, the hated, the despised—we’re being subversive. When we reach out a hand of greeting to the mentally ill, the imprisoned, the sick, the different, the unusual then we are, through our sweetness, being subversive. Being radical, being revolutionary.
When we treat creation sweetly, caring for the environment, protecting our natural resources for our grandchildren, we’re being subversive. When we say no to big oil, to pharmaceutical companies, to the users of pesticides, the industrial polluters, the people who refuse to accept any responsibility for tomorrow--- when we say “no” to them-- then we are, through our concern, being subversive. Being radical. Being revolutionary.
When we stand up to the bully, when we say no to those who abuse, when we say yes to the children, the elderly, the ill, the lost, the frightened, when we expect and demand integrity from our elected officials we’re being just what, just who, Jesus came to be: a sweet yet determined savior who won’t rest until this world is full of grace and truth, mercy, justice ,and peace.
And therein lies the reality of our task on this Christmas Eve and all the days to follow: to stand on the shoulders of a revolutionary preacher, radical rabbi, a man of God who’s left us, US, to fulfill his mission.
In the sweetness of this Holy Night lies this Christian fact: ALL PEOPLE, are as loved by God as that sweet baby, born in a barn, wrapped in rags, resting in a manger. And it’s our sacred duty to make sure that all of them know it. Glory to God in the Highest and Peace to God’s People on Earth. Tonight, in the City of David, a savior is born, the messiah, the Prince of Peace. Merry Christmas and Amen. 

Epiphany Year C

Our reading from Isaiah and our psalm include wonderful descriptions of God’s love for us. Not just any old love, my friends, but the love which can only come from the source
of all love, the Source of all light, the source of…all:
Our Creator God.
I don’t know about you, but thinking of God as the source of all the love I give, all the love I feel, all the love I receive is powerful. As Martin Luther King first said, and our former Presiding Bishop Michael Curry made famous, if it isn’t about Love it isn’t about God…or, put another way, if it’s Love, it's God. If it’s Love it’s Sacred. If it’s Love it’s Divine.
 Isaiah says:  
“Lift up your eyes and look around; they all gather together, they come to you;
Look around, all the good in our world is ours.”
The Love. The Beauty, life itself — it’s all a gift.
Lift your eyes my friends, look around. It’s for you. It’s for us.
    This idea of Love being Divine and the Divine being Love is something to behold, so let’s lift our eyes up and away from the worries that lower our gaze and let us allow the Divine Love of God to fill us to overflowing.
    Our psalm proclaims:
“In his time shall the righteous flourish; *
there shall be abundance of peace till the moon shall be no more.”
In God’s time the righteous shall flourish.
In. God’s. Time.
What is God’s time? I don’t know, but I do know: it’s not our time.
It’s never our time.
It’s always God’s time.
    As we begin this new year of 2025 it’s common to make resolutions, to say, “this year’s going to be different.”
But instead of grand statements about changing ourselves what if we resolved to let God change us? What if we opened ourselves to our own personal Epiphanies—-
to allow the Will of God to have us—lock stock and barrel?  
To let go and let God?
To, instead of trying to change ourselves into a version we imagine is better, look up and receive God who will mold us into who it is we were born to be?
    This takes courage, to follow a God who’s signs to us may not be clear, whose idea of what’s best for us may not be what we want or even what we have ever imagined.
It takes the courage of the Magi who followed that star with openness and hunger for where and to what it would lead, even though they had no idea what, where and ultimately who that would be.
All God wants is good.
We may not agree with that good—we may not recognize it as good—but for God all that God imagines is Good.  
And this Good is waiting for us to recognize it, accept it, and allow it to take hold of us. To have an Epiphany.
My siblings in Christ, this is the day the Lord has made, this is the year the Lord has made, this is the life God has made.
For us…so remember to go out from here in Love, in God, aware enough to realize what God is calling us to be and to do.
Happy New Year and a Blessed Epiphany; may we be filled with the Peace and Love of God in the Flesh, God With Us, Emmanuel.
Amen. 

Baptism of Christ Year C

Today’s gospel has me thinking about self-esteem. In my 25 years as a practicing psychotherapist I made a living on the lack of self esteem of others. Regardless of the cause, a lack of self-esteem keeps therapists, drug dealers and bartenders in business. The damaged self-esteem of people around me breaks my heart, and oftentimes my prayers for those people feel empty, because I don’t know how to counteract all the forces in this world that contribute to damaging self-esteem.
But then I re-read the gospel we just heard.
As is often the case, re-reading a story I’ve heard scores of times in my life hits me anew and right between the eyes.
This week, as if I never heard it before, I heard: The SAME Holy Spirit bestowed upon Jesus at his baptism,  is the SAME Holy Spirit laid upon the Samaritans in today’s reading from the Acts of the Apostles and the same HS given each of us through the beauty and wonder of our own baptisms:
a Spirit of forbearance and hope,
a Spirit of “sticktoitiveness”,
a Spirit of courage to stand up and speak out when confronted with injustice and wrong.
This Spirit given to us and for us from the God who loves us is the Same Holy Spirit to be laid upon Parker, Julian, Trinity, Millie and Joey in just a few minutes.
 Today these five beloved children of God will be welcomed by us into the family of God, sealed with the Holy Spirit, and marked as Christ’s own, forever.
Just like you were and just like I was.
Sealed and marked. Signed, sealed and delivered, we’re God’s. As I mentioned, most of us are familiar with the baptism of Jesus story— he comes out of the water and the heavens open and God’s voice proclaims. But Luke’s account differs in what seems a profound way:
    In the other accounts, the heavens open and God’s voice exclaims: “you are my son, the beloved, with you I am well pleased,” as soon as Jesus emerged from the Jordan River. In Luke it’s only after everyone  has been baptized, and Jesus is praying, only then did heaven open, only then did the Holy Spirit alight upon Jesus and only then did the voice of God pronounce that Jesus was God’s Son, beloved by God and with whom God is well pleased.
As Jesus was praying.
Luke’s version emphasizes a couple of things:
Jesus’s baptism was one among many, and entire community was baptized—-kind of like the Metcalfe community being baptized today,
And  the outreaching of God came while Jesus was praying. Not when he emerged from the water, not at the moment of baptism by John, but while praying.
 How does this relate to these five children we're presenting for baptism today, to their parents and sponsors, to each of us?
    Say your prayers.
Set aside time to intentionally sit with God. The heavens may not open and the voice of the Almighty may not bellow from above, but then again, maybe it will.
Because in this season of Epiphany when we open ourselves to receive what’s being offered to us by God, when we spend that time with God, we’ll be astounded.
Not by the heavens opening, but by ourselves opening. Opening to the reality that we’re not alone, that we’re beloved by our Creator God who wants nothing more for us than to realize that we are beloved. That we’re valued and are precious in God’s sight.
May we never forget that as much as the parents, grandparents, sponsors of these children love and adore them, God loves and adores them AND us, more.
May we never let Parker, Julian, Millie, Trini, and Joey forget that they are God’s beloved. And never forget that you are too. For when we remember our belovedness, we are reminders to others of theirs. And when the whole world believes that they’re loved, then this world has a chance at being the world God envisions.
May it be so. Now let’s get these five baptized!
Amen 

Epiphany 2Yr C

When I was 42 years old my friend Kristen said to me—“you need to be a priest, why aren’t you a priest?” I told her the horse had long ago left that barn!
I had felt a strong call to the priesthood as a little kid but the problem is I was a little kid in the 1960’s. Women weren’t given the ok to be ordained priest until 1974 and even then it was not common and the Bishop of Chicago at the time refused to ordain women to the priesthood. So yeah, the horse had left the barn back in the 1970’s but Kristen was persistent with her insistence that I was born to be a priest. I was intrigued by her question and it did jar something loose from the recesses of my soul. The rest, as they say, is history.
Oftentimes we need someone besides ourselves to point us in the direction we’re being called.
Today, Mary was persistent with Jesus—-“you need to create more wine”——
Jesus’s response?  “cut it out Mom, I’m here to have fun, it isn’t time for all that yet. I just made these friends, don’t ruin it for me by having me do a party trick.”
Jesus knows his time is near, but he insists it’s not now! Was he sure of that or was he unsure, not quite ready to give us being just one of the guys. Sometimes we’re unwilling to see what’s right in front of us
    So, the wedding host has run out of wine. Did more people come to the wedding than expected? Was the host a cheapskate? Or maybe the host just didn’t have enough money and hoped he could make the wine last. As you’ve heard me preach before hospitality is the cornerstone of middle eastern culture. So to run out of wine at a wedding is being a bad host—-it’s shameful.
    Mary sees what’s happening and aims to make it right.
Now, was Mary asking Jesus to turn water into wine because she was intent on saving the wedding host from shame? Or did Mary see something Jesus didn’t…our wouldn’t ? Did she see this HIGHLY unusual event—running out of wine—-as God’s push to Jesus, God’s SIGN to him that it was time?
 I think John wants us to see how everything pointed to this being Jesus’s time.
First, there was the opportunity to, by performing his first miracle, saving the wedding host from sure and certain humiliation, and making it clear to the disciples he’s just called that he is indeed someone special; and then there were the empty jugs used for purification rites among the Jewish people. John uses the symbolism of an implement VITAL to Judaic law being empty and Jesus, the fulfillment of the law, filling the implements of the old law with new, exquisite wine. John’s clearly making a point here—it’s Jesus’s time and his ministry will be one that fulfills and then surpasses the law of Moses. The water jugs will be filled with something new.
Change is coming, change is here.
Mary saw it before Jesus did, she noticed when Jesus didn’t, she understood when Jesus didn’t, she acted when Jesus didn’t want to. Even the Savior of the world needed a push to see what was right before his eyes, something he couldn’t see clearly for all the clouds of his own expectations in the way.
And therein lies the lesson—-sometimes it’s time for us to do something even if we think it isn’t time; like Jesus, or that the time has passed, like me. We all need those nearest and dearest to us to drop the scales from our eyes so we can see clearly, what they know to be true.
    Continuing with the Epiphany theme of realization, noticing and understanding, what is it that stands right in front of you, that you are resistant to truly see? There are a few people doing a lot of things at St James. And none of us are getting younger. In the coming weeks you will hear about volunteer opportunities, might these opportunities be what is right before your eyes? Or perhaps some need you think St James should address is standing right before our eyes and we need you to point it out.
Jesus didn’t want to see, Mary showed him. I was afraid I was too old, so I wouldn’t see, Kristen showed me.
What is it for you?
May we all look, may we all see and may we all act.  
Amen.

Epiphany 3c

Last week we were introduced to the beginning of Jesus’s ministry according to John…the wedding at Cana. Today, Luke introduces us to Jesus’s ministry in his hometown,  Nazareth. 
Because the chronology of these beginning stories is confusing, let’s set the scene from Luke:  Following Jesus’s baptism, which we heard two Sundays ago, Jesus is thrust into a time of discernment in the wilderness, 40 days and nights of hunger, thirst, temptation and fear. After that ordeal Jesus goes home. 
Makes sense, right? He’s been through a lot so he goes home to hang with the family..and go to synagogue. No doubt the folks at synagogue were excited to see him. Until. 
    Until he says that the scripture reading is being fulfilled in their sight—that he is the promised Messiah.
Outraged by what they consider blasphemy (we don’t hear this part this year)—the people Jesus grew up with, drive him out of town. They want no part of his preaching.
That’s Luke, now let’s turn to Paul, writing some 20 years after the scene in Nazareth, to the churches in Corinth. Corinth is one of the places where early Christianity really takes off. There are home churches throughout the region. After just a short time these home churches are at odds with each other—  bickering over the different ways each congregation chose to follow The Way of Christ.  Paul, in his long-winded and winding prose, tries to get through to the Corinthians that difference within the community is good and healthy. Difference is to be expected, not cast out.
Last week Paul said, there are a variety of gifts everyone has—What one is good at, another may not be good at etc. Then, in today’s portion, Paul talks about how all parts of a community—the Body—- function in complementary fashion. An eye is an eye and can’t be an ear, an ear is an ear and can’t be an eye…
Paul’s saying, difference/variety is what makes us strong; a myriad of gifts allows for the message of God’s saving love to be expressed in as many different ways as there are different types of people.
We may listen to Paul’s reasonings, shake our heads in agreement, and think, “oh yes, difference is good.”
Until.
Until something new is presented to us—maybe a new parishioner, maybe a decision the vestry makes, maybe a sermon we hear—but something or someone challenges us to look at things differently, considering not just our own traditions and our own interpretation of how things should be, but looking at things through a new lens. Sometimes the view through that new lens is scary, difficult to accept or maybe in our own opinion, blasphemous.
Which is what happened when Jesus returns home to the synagogue—what he said shook up, irritated, and even threatened those present. It didn’t sit well. 
We hear of the townsfolk in Nazareth rejecting Jesus and think—those fools! But the truth, as Paul tells us, is that we do the same thing. When something or someone different comes along our human nature leads us to buckle down on what we’re comfortable with—whether it’s serving us well or not. 
Paul’s telling us that “difference” isn’t bad, it’s just… different.
That challenge isn’t bad…it’s just challenging.
Different and challenging are a little unnerving, and it’s ok to be shaken up a bit , for this is where our trust and strength in the love of God comes into play.  Because when we’re feeling unsettled, we’re to bring it to Jesus —- He doesn’t expect us to not be unsettled or nervous or unsure he just expects us to feel our feelings, give them to him, right at this altar, and then, nourished by Holy Communion and emboldened through our trust in him, move into the different and challenging.
It’s not easy or comfortable, but it is the way of Jesus.
So, as you, the good people of St Stephen’s, undertake the councils of this parish church I hope you remain open to the different and the challenging, for it is the way of Jesus, the way of the Spirit, the way of God.

Amen.




Tuesday, October 22, 2024

Looking down and in instead of up and out Proper 24B Oct. 20, 2024

 

+This morning the disciples are stressed out—they’ve given up EVERYTHING—job, family, familiarity, safety-- to follow Jesus, and yet over the course of the previous two chapters in Mark’s Gospel—chapters we’ve been reading since Labor Day---Jesus has predicted his death not once, not twice, but three times. “Look!” he says, “We’re going up to Jerusalem. I’ll be handed over to the chief priests and the legal experts. They’ll condemn me to death and hand me over to the Gentiles. They’ll ridicule, spit on, torture, and kill me. After three days, I will rise to life again.”
So let’s review: first Peter hears Jesus’ prediction and tells him he’s out of his mind, making Jesus pretty mad.
Second, after hearing the next prediction, several disciples compete over who will be the greatest and Jesus responds by putting a child on his lap and reminding all that receiving the fullness of God’s grace and glory requires viewing the world through the unblemished eyes of a child.
Today, we hear John and James asking for a special place above all the other disciples. Again, the disciples are thinking of worldly glory instead of Divine Peace.
Who can blame them? When the world around you is falling apart—and pretty much has been your whole life—-it’s difficult to pry your mind from what’s right here in front of your eyes to what lies beyond the now.
I think this predicament of the disciples is similar to the predicament of today.
I think people are horribly frightened.
It seems to me this has been most evident since January 6, 2020 but I also know, from an historical perspective, that this has happened before in the world (Pearl Harbor, 9/11, school shootings, the Tops shooting) and will probably happen again: when we become unsure, nervous, and scared, we turn inward.
It’s the manifestation of survival of the fittest---the world around us becomes unmoored and we dig in to protect ourselves. We look down and in instead of up and out. We become insular and focused on “me” instead of broad-minded and in tune with the world around us and the world beyond us.
    I preach a lot  about the importance of community and what I’ve come to realize is that the “me me me” of our society isn’t as much about hubris, as it’s about fear.  
Nadia Bolz-Weber, in her book, “Accidental Saints,” says this: “I’ve finally realized that trying not to need others isn’t about strength and independence, it’s about fear.”
James and John’s world is most definitely becoming unmoored. Here they are, following Jesus down to Jerusalem where he’s meeting sure and certain death. This is a terrifying prospect so they begin to look out for themselves, to assure themselves of a place at Jesus’ side.
They’re not arrogant, they’re scared.
Everything they’ve come to know is about to be destroyed. They were simple fishermen when this preacher, offering a message of hope, compels them to drop their nets and follow him.
And now he’s leaving them.
Their world was inside out and upside down and they were freaked out. I so get this.
In our world, since 9/11, since January 6,  since the seemingly unending school shootings, our sense of security had been dismantled and we are, most assuredly, unmoored.
It’s a scary time, and has been for some time. The upcoming election doesn’t do much to improve our sense of security does it?
The world hasn’t become safer or more predictable. And so we turn inward. Just like the disciples did.
What Jesus was telling the disciples in today’s Gospel and what we really need to learn, is to when feeling overwhelmed by fear and uncertainty,  find certainty in the One who tells us that peace is found through service, compassion and care for others.
To look up and out from our fear and insecurity and into the eyes of the poor, hungry, oppressed, lonely,  scared, injured and outcast.
By doing this we will, as he did with his death and resurrection, “liberate many people.”

When we live into the last will be first and the first will be last, when we live into being a servant to all, there we’ll find our greatness. By finding Strength in Weakness and Courage in Fear we’ll find true security and endless peace.
The greatness of God’s love is not found in ourselves, but in our relationship to others.
And that, my friends, is Jesus’ point.. Amen.

Proper 23B An argyument with an innocent God. October 13, 2024

 Have you ever wanted to really go at with God? I mean, have a knock down drag out, no holds barred argument where you tell God all the things about your life which you are furious about and then listen to God try to answer you? Where you ask the age old question of God—why do bad things happen to good people?  
Yes? Well, welcome to the Book of Job. This is how this metaphorical story is set up—God and the number one fallen angel of all time—Satan are having their own argument. Satan maintains that all human beings are corruptible. That, given the right amount of heartache, despair and pain any human being will turn their back on their faith and abandon God. God disagrees and so finally, to settle this debate, God agrees to let Satan have a crack at the most faithful, honest, honorable person in all the world—Job from the fictional land of Uz. God promises not to intervene as long as Satan promises not to kill Job. Satan agrees and then proceeds to do everything EXCEPT kill him.
Job’s wife is so distressed and disgusted by Job quietly accepting all this indignation and humiliation which God is apparently indifferent to that she encourages Job to lie down and die. To stop fighting the good fight and give into what she sees as the inevitable. Then, Job’s three friends, Eliphaz, Bildad, and Zophar the Naamahite are so taken by the intensity of Job’s suffering that they sit with him for seven days, horrified by what’s happening. After seven days and nights of silence, Job finally speaks; cursing his life, the day he was born, begging that his very existence be swallowed up in eternal darkness. Whether Job is speaking to his friends, to God or to himself is unclear, but the speech is damning to all, except God. Job will not damn God. He’ll yell at God and ask God why, but he won’t damn the Divine. Sure that bad things only happen to those who deserve it, the friends  try to discern what horrible sin Job has committed to cause such Divine retribution.
Such begins a back and forth debate between Job, his friends and God.
It’s a debate for the ages. At times, Job defends himself, at other times he seems to accept that he’s behaved despicably, even though he has no idea what he’s “done” and still at other times rails at what he considers completely unfair treatment. While Job’s friends put him on trial trying to prove that he deserves what’s happening to him, Job puts God on trial trying to prove to God that he doesn’t deserve all this heartache. There’s a lot of point, counterpoint all adding up to nothing. You see God didn’t cause the suffering of Job, suffering just happens.
Job was so busy trying to prove his innocence he didn’t even realize that God was his companion in all this suffering.
God didn’t do it to Job, but God did live it with Job.  
You’ve heard me tell the story of the suicide of my of the members of my youth group, many years ago. In the sermon I preached at his funeral  I said that while Ian was readying the gun to shoot himself, God was right there with him, screaming for him not to do it. And then immediately upon pulling the trigger, God was there to take Ian home. God is with us through it all. God was with Jesus’s cries on the cross, God was with Job in his trials and God is with us in ours.
It’s easier for a camel to fit through the eye of a needle than for us to comprehend the full depth and breadth of God’s love for us.
What scripture shows us, again and again is that we shouldn’t blame God for our troubles, rather let’s welcome God into them. Because God is already there.
Amen

Sunday, October 13, 2024

Don't blame God for our troubles, welcome God into them. Proper 23B

 Have you ever wanted to really go at with God? I mean, have a knock down drag out, no holds barred argument where you tell God all the things about your life which you are furious about and then listen to God try to answer you? Where you ask the age old question of God—why do bad things happen to good people?  
Yes? Well, welcome to the Book of Job. This is how this metaphorical story is set up—God and the number one fallen angel of all time—Satan are having their own argument. Satan maintains that all human beings are corruptible. That, given the right amount of heartache, despair and pain any human being will turn their back on their faith and abandon God. God disagrees and so finally, to settle this debate, God agrees to let Satan have a crack at the most faithful, honest, honorable person in all the world—Job from the fictional land of Uz. God promises not to intervene as long as Satan promises not to kill Job. Satan agrees and then proceeds to do everything EXCEPT kill him.
Job’s wife is so distressed and disgusted by Job quietly accepting all this indignation and humiliation which God is apparently indifferent to that she encourages Job to lie down and die. To stop fighting the good fight and give into what she sees as the inevitable. Then, Job’s three friends, Eliphaz, Bildad, and Zophar the Naamahite are so taken by the intensity of Job’s suffering that they sit with him for seven days, horrified by what’s happening. After seven days and nights of silence, Job finally speaks; cursing his life, the day he was born, begging that his very existence be swallowed up in eternal darkness. Whether Job is speaking to his friends, to God or to himself is unclear, but the speech is damning to all, except God. Job will not damn God. He’ll yell at God and ask God why, but he won’t damn the Divine. Sure that bad things only happen to those who deserve it, the friends  try to discern what horrible sin Job has committed to cause such Divine retribution.
Such begins a back and forth debate between Job, his friends and God.
It’s a debate for the ages. At times, Job defends himself, at other times he seems to accept that he’s behaved despicably, even though he has no idea what he’s “done” and still at other times rails at what he considers completely unfair treatment. While Job’s friends put him on trial trying to prove that he deserves what’s happening to him, Job puts God on trial trying to prove to God that he doesn’t deserve all this heartache. There’s a lot of point, counterpoint all adding up to nothing. You see God didn’t cause the suffering of Job, suffering just happens.
Job was so busy trying to prove his innocence he didn’t even realize that God was his companion in all this suffering.
God didn’t do it to Job, but God did live it with Job.  
You’ve heard me tell the story of the suicide of my of the members of my youth group, many years ago. In the sermon I preached at his funeral  I said that while Ian was readying the gun to shoot himself, God was right there with him, screaming for him not to do it. And then immediately upon pulling the trigger, God was there to take Ian home. God is with us through it all. God was with Jesus’s cries on the cross, God was with Job in his trials and God is with us in ours.
It’s easier for a camel to fit through the eye of a needle than for us to comprehend the full depth and breadth of God’s love for us.
What scripture shows us, again and again is that we shouldn’t blame God for our troubles, rather let’s welcome God into them. Because God is already there.
Amen

Monday, October 7, 2024

God is listening are we talking? Proper 22B

 Remember a few weeks ago we had a gospel reading in which the disciples say to Jesus, “Master this teaching is difficult.” Today I want to say to Jesus, “ditto.”
These sentences about divorce are difficult. It’s important to know that the Pharisees are trying to back Jesus into a corner but, as usual, Jesus gives as well as he gets. But that’s not what’s burning a hole in the guts of those of you who are divorced, so here’s the deal: I would bet that none of you who are divorced went into your marriage with no intent of it not lasting until you were parted by death. The question of divorce during Jesus’s time was the penchant of men to divorce women willy nilly. Of course by divorcing them the men are assuring that the women—who remember had no standing in society without connection to a man---will be ostracized and marked as “tainted,” forever. So, stop beating yourself up!
I think what follows this exchange with the Pharisees shows just how disinterested Jesus was in the rules and restrictions of the “law.” People were bringing little children to Jesus but the disciples were forbidding it, not wanting to disturb the teacher. Of course, Jesus rebukes the 12 because what Jesus knows, and quickly tells us, is that the kingdom of God is made for children…that how we are to receive the gifts that God freely and abundantly gives us as children do: with glee and gladness.
Which brings us to the collect for today—one of the best collects in the church year. Remember that the collect of the day is the prayer of the day, outlining a theme. Let me repeat it here:
Almighty and everlasting God, you are always more ready to hear than we to pray, and to give more than we either desire or deserve: Pour upon us the abundance of your mercy, forgiving us those things of which our conscience is afraid, and giving us those good things for which we are not worthy to ask, except through the merits and mediation of Jesus Christ our Savior; who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.
God is always ready, willing and I’d even say anxious to hear from us. It is us –we—who forget, fail, and  resist reaching out to God and, when we finally do receive that which God is  offering us, often feel that we don’t deserve that which God is giving us. Or probably more often than we care to admit, we don’t desire that which God is offering us---because God is almost always offering us opportunities to serve in God’s name, to give in God’s name, to do in God’s name, but we tend to turn away from those opportunities because they’re usually inconvenient, uncomfortable and maybe even risky. Which is exactly what the next sentence of the collect references;  “forgiving us those things of which our conscience is afraid and giving us those things for which we are not worthy to ask…”
Friends, today is the official kickoff of our stewardship campaign—Walk in Love—I’ve written more about this in the bulletin, let me just say that I ask you to pray—mightily—to hear, see, and notice those things God is presenting to you. Do not give back to God your last fruits, instead have the courage and the willingness to give back to God your first fruits. Think not of what you can afford to give, but think about what you cannot refrain from giving. May I suggest you pray this collect all week and then listen for what it is God is calling you—and us—to do.
Let the little children come to me,  it is for these that the Kingdom is made: innocent, open, risk-taking and ever loving children. I pray to be one, too. How about you?
Amen.

We needn't bear it alone Proper 21B

 In our reading from Numbers, the Israelites are whining, Moses is complaining, and God, well God problem-solves. The Israelites are tired of wandering and the lure of the Promised Land has lost it’s luster while the tribulations of captivity in Egypt don't seem so bad anymore. Besides that, they’re sick and tired of manna, longing for meat, fish, onions and garlic. They’re fed up. And Moses is overwhelmed saying: “I can’t bear this people on my own. They’re too heavy for me.”
They’re too heavy for me, God. Gimme a hand. But, instead of taking the burden on God’s own shoulders, God asks Moses to bring in 70 elders of the community upon whom God will place the power of prophecy.
In other words, God delegates.
God realizes that what makes this whole faith thing work well is community. Especially, communities of faith committed to each other and God through acts of kindness, charity, and love.
      I think, in our own communities of faith, we can forget this responsibility to and for one another. As Christians of the Episcopal type in this region of the world,  we have responsibilities and duties, promises to make, and to keep.
First and foremost, of course, is to love our God with all our heart, mind and soul, and to love our neighbor as we are ourselves loved. We all want this, right? But the thing is, this isn’t a simple arrangement between each of us individually and God. As God taught Moses in our first reading this morning, God is not interested in being the singular source of Love for everyone. Now hear me clearly---God Loves each and everyone of us fully and without exception…. but what God teaches us is that God’s Love grows, strengthens, expands, and intensifies when it is shared among us.
God, inspires, encourages, enables and emboldens each and every one of us to be a conduit of that Love.
To be God’s instrument of Love to all whom we encounter.
Obviously, God’s love in and of itself is strong. But what we learn, when we’re active members of the Body of Christ, is that this Love becomes stronger, this Love becomes more vibrant, this Love becomes MORE when it’s embraced, cherished and shared.
God tells us:
 Feeling my Love? Share it.
Longing for my Love? Receive it from another.
Can’t feel it? Can’t find it? Trust that someone else is carrying it for you, that someone else is holding it until such a time as you can receive; until such a time you can feel it until such a time you can carry it.
God’s Love needs us.
And so, my sisters and brothers in Christ, communities of faith with grand traditions alone and with new traditions forming through our initiative, what do we do? How do we strengthen God’s Love?
Feed the hungry? Sure, that’s always a good idea.
Clothe the naked? You betcha.
Stand against injustice and respect the dignity of every single human being? Absolutely.
But….before we do any of these things, before we embark on our collective work  we must first and foremost remember to love one another. And the absolute best way to live out this love?
Pray for each other.
What I’ve learned is fundamental to the health of every community of faith is: Prayer.
Intentional prayer for one another, it’s life giving and it’s the work of God. So please, Pray for each other in your congregations and in the other congregations of the GRI. For when we pray for each other, we remember that we’re not alone, that we needn’t carry the load alone. [ you’ ll find the cycle of prayer in your bulletins]. I firmly believe that if we are intentional about this prayer, our love for each other will strengthen and grow.
Moses called the 70 elders, Jesus sent out the 72.
Let us send each other out, enveloped in prayerful love.
Whatever struggles you’re facing in Medina, Holley, Albion, Attica, Warsaw, Perry, Stafford, Leroy or Batavia, let’s carry them together, by doing that, we’re doing God’s will.

Amen.


Sunday, September 15, 2024

We all must die Proper 19B

We All Must Die Proper 19B, C. Dempesy-Sims

To live fully as Christians, we must die. We must pick up our crosses---whatever ours happen to be-- and enter the darkness, loss, and pain. We know that to get to Easter morning we must enter Holy Week, walking the hill known as Calvary, stretching our arms on the cross, crying out in fear, breathing our last, and laying ourselves in the tomb. We must descend into death and then, AND ONLY THEN, will we rise.

We must, as Jesus says, lose our lives in order to live them.

And we must do this repeatedly.

For its only in dying that we can truly live.

It’s called The Way of the Cross. 

At the Eucharist we lay our lives on the table, the same table Jesus is on. It all gets mixed up and God does what God does and makes something altogether new. And then we all take a piece of this new creation---a little bit of you…and you…and you….a little bit of me, a little bit of Jesus , we all take a piece of one another, infused by and through God and go out into the world, as something new, ready to create more newness wherever we go.

And we do it, again and again and again.

This is what Jesus was trying to get across to Peter in today’s Gospel.

There’s a lot in this Gospel and it’s easy, at least for me, to get lost.

 But the bottom line is found in two sentences: "Who do YOU say I am" and “Get behind me Satan!”

When Jesus asks, “but who do you say I am?” Peter says, decisively,

“You are the Christ.”

No doubt Jesus is surprised that any of them had figured out that He was indeed, The Christ, the promised Messiah. Jesus is God come to earth. Peter is right.

And he’s also really wrong.

He’s wrong because although Jesus is, indeed the Messiah, the Son of God and the King of Kings, he’s not above or beyond humanity. He is in humanity. He is “both and."

He’s God and He’s Human and he’ll never use his divinity to bypass any single part of the human condition. Including humiliation, suffering, execution and the deepest, darkest piece of the human condition, death itself.

Peter can’t wrap his brain around Jesus as God and Jesus as Human. He can’t fathom that Jesus would accept the fullness of the human experience. Peter will not believe that the only way to gain a God-filled life, that the only way bring God’s reign of Love, Justice and Righteousness to this world is to die.

Peter won’t accept that the Way of Jesus is, indeed, the Way of the Cross.

And so Jesus exclaims:

“Get Behind me Satan!”

Get Behind me, all you who are so afraid of the darkness that you  go to extensive lengths to keep it at bay…which just gives it control over everything that you do.

Get Behind me, Satan all of you who so fear death that you absolutely forget to fully live.

Get Behind me Satan… you who want easy answers, the quick fix.

Get Behind me Satan for the life you seek, the life you live, isn’t life at all:

It’s Good Friday without Easter

It’s the dark of night without the light of dawn.

Jesus kind of unloads on Peter, doesn’t he?

But I get it…there’s so much more joy in life when we stop fighting the pain.

There’s so much more light in life when we stop railing against the darkness.

Jesus doesn’t want Peter to miss one minute of this thing called life.

And he doesn’t want us too, either.

 Come, my friends, all you who are weary and heavy laden. Bring your brokenness to this Holy Table and let God make you and me and all of us into something new; for the Way of the Cross takes the broken and makes it Holy.

Amen.


Proper 18 B

 I read an article in the Washington Post * (The Shelter and the Storm, Washington Post, September 7, 2024) about a rural town in Massachusetts splitting apart over the planned reuse of a closed minimum security prison. The plan was to turn the shuttered facility into a shelter for migrants who are waiting for a hearing on their asylum requests. The migrants to be housed are pregnant women and women with children. The town, which is suffering from an economic downturn due to the shuttered prison, erupted into all too familiar expressions of “not in my backyard.”
We all know this story, “no migrants in my town!”
 Remember, these are people who have been invited into this country to apply for asylum,  which means they’re in such danger where they are originally from the United States wants to help them.
But, once again, an American town is faced with the reality of helping your neighbor versus the rhetoric of helping your neighbor.
Did I mention this town is predominately democrat?
Anyway, it seems we may never learn that when Jesus said his mercy and grace was for everyone he meant everyone.
Except… for in today’s gospel… when our Lord and Savior is exclusionary in a very offensive way.
That is, until he encounters a gentile woman. A woman who embodied difference and who taught Jesus a thing or two.
 You’ve heard me speak about this story many times. It’s controversial, annoying and in the end, glorious.
The Syro-Phonecian woman had guts. She bested Jesus in a debate about who deserves God’s mercy and grace. Now, at the time of this encounter with the woman, Jesus didn’t realize he was the Messiah for all people—she, through their debate,  teaches Jesus that yes, he is the messiah for everyone, everywhere, always.
Just as he encounters her, Jesus still thinks he’s only been sent for the Jews, which is why he rudely—and I mean rudely—dismisses her as a dog, an “unclean woman.” She’s unclean, according to Jewish purity laws, because she’s not Jewish, she’s a foreigner, a gentile!
Now, you may be surprised to hear that Jesus didn’t know something but, it’s clear to me---and you’re free to disagree---that Jesus is corrected by the Syro-Phonecian woman.
I actually find it refreshing, that Jesus could be wrong about something. But more than Jesus being wrong, what I find most amazing is the grace with which the woman responds.
Jesus insults her, yet she doesn’t yell or cry, she isn’t struck dumb by his insolence.
She simply replies with a logical argument: “you may think of me as a dog, but even dogs get the crumbs. I’m not asking for the fullness of your glory, I’m just asking for the crumbs. For the crumbs are better than nothing and I know what you can do, so I’ll take just a portion.”
This display of great faith in Him and great love for her daughter turns Jesus’ heart and, ultimately, changes his mind.
It’s a startling Gospel story and one that has infuriated women for generations. Most of our sacred scripture warn about the danger of judging a book by its cover, of excluding people from our lives because of the size of their paycheck, the color of their skin, the name of their God, the gender of their beloved, the party affiliation on their voter registration card. Culminating with this Gospel reading we’re told--- compassion, wisdom, and love can come from all sorts and conditions of people so be slow to judge and quick to welcome, for there are angels all around us, eager to teach us exactly what it is we need to learn, even –especially- when we don’t know we need to learn it!
Just like Jesus.
Amen.

Tuesday, September 3, 2024

proper 17 B Sept. 1, 2024

     “Therefore God, your God, has anointed you.” These words from today’s psalm are powerful. Each of us—-you, you, you—-has been chosen, selected, anointed by God.
    Don’t think this means you? Think again. Today’s readings reflect God’s longing for us—in the Song of Solomon—a book we rarely read from on Sunday morning—we have a love poem. Scholars have fought over the subject of this book for generations—maybe it’s simply a series of erotic love poems or perhaps a series of love letters meant to reflect the love and longing God has for creation. I don’t claim to know the intent of the author but I do know how much I love the imagery suggested throughout today’s excerpt…
 most especially this:
“Look, there he stands
behind our wall,
gazing in at the windows,
looking through the lattice.”
    The Bishop of Wisconsin, Matt Gunter, in a reflection on this line writes:
“I love the image of Jesus peering through the lattice of the biblical text and calling us to go away with him saying, “Hey, come out and play.” Or “Ready for an adventure?” Or “Let’s bust this joint you are trapped in.”
God so loves us, Jesus so longs for us that they peer through the window, not in a creepy stalker way, but in, as Bishop Matt says, in the “hey please come out and play” way.
    God is waiting. Jesus is waiting…just beyond the window, just around the corner, just beyond our temporal vision….waiting for us—the anointed ones— to say yes.
    I am preparing a couple of teenagers to be baptized and the main thing I want to get across to them is that while baptism is the ritualistic entrance into the Christian faith, our saying yes to renouncing Satan and all spiritual forces that rebel against God, our renouncing evil, declaring to resist the temptations of all things that are not of God and our full acceptance of Jesus Christ as our Savior, putting all our trust in his grace and love…is not a one and done proposition. It is a daily, hourly, minute by minute decision-making-process that we go through. Until our last breath.
Someone on the street is asking for money, should I give them some?
The clerk at Tops seems to be having a bad time with a customer who is berating  him, should I step in to offer support?
I am angry at my spouse, child, neighbor, co-worker, fellow parishioner. Should I gossip about them to others or should I speak directly to them, expressing my frustration and concern constructively and faithfully?
    These examples and many more offer us a choice….follow the path of the anointed or veer off the track of the Holy?
Indeed, this week I began the practice of reciting this prayer at the beginning of each day (adapted from the examination of the candidates in the BCP page 302):
Gracious and always reaching toward us God: help me to turn from the ways of selfishness, reactivity, anger, and judgement; turning instead toward the grace and trust given to me through you and your Son, Jesus Christ our Lord. As I walk through this day may I never forget that you are always reaching out, always ready to receive me, just as I am. May I turn toward you, always. Amen.
    There they are, just around the corner, waiting for us to come near, God’s anointed ones. Let’s go to them. Always.
Amen.


Sunday, August 25, 2024

Proper 16B 2024

 +Today we come to the end of the Bread of Life Discourse in John’s Gospel. Remember, the stage was set on the last Sunday of July with Jesus’s feeding the 5,000. In that story Philip is unbelieving---overwhelmed by the prospect of feeding over 5,000 people with a couple of fish and a few loaves of bread—and in response Jesus begins comparing and contrasting the food that perishes vs. the food that doesn’t. For the last four Sundays Jesus has gone on (AND ON?) about how He is the Bread of Life. At first Jesus was vague about what he meant. It seemed he was just riffing on what had happened with the feeding stories— that the physical hunger we feel can never be satisfied, but that belief in this eternal food—the Bread of Life--  will stave off our spiritual hunger forever.
But then, especially the last two Sundays, Jesus gets real graphic—- we must eat of his body and drink of his blood in order to be in full relationship with him and therefore, with God.
Maybe there’s something about how John phrases it or perhaps it’s how relentless the message has been, that by this week, the last Sunday of the bread of life discourse, many of us are at the point of shouting “all right already….we get it. You’re the bread of life, unless we eat of your body and drink of your blood we’ll never enter the kingdom of God. Got it…can we move on now?”
But, I remember one of the first things I learned in counseling school—-if a client keeps coming back to a particular topic, regardless of what they identify as their presenting issue——the topic they keep returning too? That’s the real issue, the real point.
     Today, as Jesus winds down the 50 plus verse soliloquy on how his body is food indeed, and our reading from Ephesians emphasizes the importance of clothing ourselves in the armor of God’s love to combat the forces of darkness and evil in the world, we can connect what Jesus is saying through John to what Paul’s saying to the church in Ephesus.
  Jesus, crucified and risen, is the fuel of our faith. Abiding in, dwelling in him, (and he in us) clothes us with an armor that protects us from what ails this lost and hurting world.
Abiding in God is what protected the ancient Israelites as they fled the oppression of Pharaoh, it’s what protected Jesus’s mother Mary as she lived into saying yes to God, it’s what protected Joseph as he refused to turn his back on Mary but instead stood by her side doing the right thing for her, and for God.
     Abiding in God through Christ, wearing the full armor of God, is what fills our hearts, minds and souls when we stand up against hatred, bullying and violence.
Abiding in God through the nourishment of all that Jesus was and is strengthens us to fight the good fight, to walk the lonely mile and to sing the song of faith through the words of our Eucharistic Prayer: Take Eat, this is my body, given for you.
Folks, we’re to take and remember.
We’re to remember the faith and the courage of our forebears who wore the armor of God as protection against those who said no while following God’s urging to say yes,  to do the right thing.
By taking and eating we remember Jesus.By taking and eating we’re clothed in the armor of God. By taking and eating we’re strengthened to do the work we’ve been given to do.
The real issue and the real point is to take, eat and go.

Amen.

Proper 15B

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This is the third Sunday in a row with the Bread of Life discourse from John’s Gospel. Today, if I’m being honest, the whole thing gets kind of creepy, doesn’t it?
Jesus says:  only those of us who will eat his body and drink his blood will have eternal life.
Of course, we use this imagery and almost exactly these words, every time we celebrate the Eucharist “This is my body, take eat, this is my blood, take, drink…” but somehow, because we’ve heard it for so long, or haven’t thought about it that much, or we just excuse it as one of those “mysteries of faith,” we let those words roll of our back. But, back in Jesus’s day and in the early days of Christianity, this concept of eating of Jesus’s Body and drinking of Jesus’s blood was downright scandalous. The discomfort with which many of us heard the words of today’s Gospel was magnified as they heard Jesus speak them…it smacked of cannibalism and cannibalism then, just as it is now, was taboo.
And yet, it’s one of the foundations of our faith—to take, to eat, to remember.
 How do we explain this—to those unfamiliar with our faith and, if we want to be honest, to ourselves?
So, I did some research….
It was only around the year 1200 that the common usage for what we now refer to as bread switched from the old middle English word “hlaf “ (pronounced ha-laugh) or loaf to the Germanic based word, brud (pronounced brood) or bread.
Hlaf meant one whole thing ---- while brud, bread, meant a portion of, a piece of….
That’s when the light bulb went off---Jesus is talking to us about the interconnectedness of God’s creation, of the desperate need we have for each other and for God. The need to be whole.,
And the desperate need God has for us.
Think about it---God so longed for us, so wanted to understand us that God became one of us, taking on flesh and bone to walk among us as Jesus. It’s one thing to realize we need to be in relationship with God through Jesus Christ, but how often do we consider how much God needs/wants/longs for us?
    This change in the word that we use for bread highlights that for me---when Jesus said he was the bread of life he most certainly wasn’t speaking English. And when John wrote about Jesus’ life he most certainly did not write it in English BUT when the Bible was translated into English ---in the 16th century—the word used was not Hlaf—the whole thing---but brud, bread, a piece of, a portion, a slice.
  I am the Bread of Life, says Jesus, only those who eat my flesh and drink my blood will be a part of me.
My friends, we’re part of something much bigger than ourselves. We’re part of something much bigger than our friends and family, bigger than this parish and this regional initiative, this diocesan partnership, bigger than this state or this country. We’re part of God’s creation and God longs for us to do our part within it, because if we don’t do our part, if we don’t partake of our portion than we’re incomplete.
We’re hungry, the world’s hungry, Jesus is hungry, God is hungry and you know what? We’re all hungering for the same thing---each other, together in peace and in love. One blessed whole.
Take and Eat: For Alone We are Nothing, But Together We Are Everything. Amen.

Proper 14 B 2024

 

+Jane was finished. The pain too much, the efforts to relieve it too much, the hate she had for her very being, too much. So, she drove partway across the bridge and stopped. With a deep breath and a resolve she hadn’t been able to muster for years, she got out of the car, climbed over the guardrail and looked down, prepared to jump.

But, as is so often the case, God had other plans.

There was a hesitation—not really doubt, not even fear, Jane couldn’t explain it, but something caused her to pause, and in that moment she heard Joe say “it’s not hopeless. Please don’t jump.” Suddenly, a gentle giant of a man wrapped his mammoth arms around Jane and lifted her to safety. Jane says it was a Holy Spirit moment….Joe, the truck driver who saved her life, agrees. “I don’t know what came over me-- It had to have been a higher power. I did the rescuing, but it wasn’t me, someone/something else took control.

Yes, God had other plans.

Elijah’s toast. He’s done. He dared to disagree with Jezebel and neither she nor the king were amused. Elijah’s running for his life. He knew there was nowhere to hide, he knew eventually the King’s guards would find him and that would be that. So, Elijah, exhausted and disgusted with himself collapses under the broom tree—begging death to overtake him.

But God had other plans.

A divine messenger awakens Elijah and says, “Get up! Eat something!”
Elijah opened his eyes and saw bread and water right by his head. He ate and drank, and then went back to sleep.
A second time the messenger awakens Elijah, saying, “Get up!”
“Eat something, you have a difficult road ahead of you.” Get up!
Elijah got up, ate and drank, and refreshed by that food, carried on.

Because God had other plans.


Through messengers, prophets, apostles, the Holy and Undivided Trinity calls to us, telling us to
“Get up girl, get up boy, get up man, get up woman, get up church, get up world, there’s work to do!”
And my friends WE’RE  just the people to do it.
God has plans for us:
Get up, woman!
That’s what the Holy Spirit was saying to Jane as she climbed over that guardrail.
Get up, man!
That’s what God was saying to Joe, the truck driver who prided himself on not getting involved but who got involved and pulled Jane from the edge.
Get up, prophet!
That’s what the messenger was saying to Elijah, “your work is not yet done.”
And yes, by the way, the road will be long, the journey tough, but GET UP, for I need you---yes YOU---to do this work and to do it now.
It’s a good message and it’s one we’d all be wise to heed.

 Get up…

God says:
“What’s that, you’re too tired? You’ve tried everything and nothing works? Well, get up ---through me you’ll find your way. I need you… there’s work to be done.”

Throughout this month of August we read the Bread of Life Discourse. In these 50 + verses Jesus repeatedly tells us that he’s all the nourishment we need. That the strength we find sapped from our very being; that the hope we find elusive at best and utterly absent at worst isn’t gone, it hasn’t run out, it hasn’t been removed.
It’s still there.
It’s always there.

Jesus is telling us in John’s Gospel, Elijah is showing us in the reading from Kings that hope and strength aren’t things we create, or earn, or acquire. They’re gifts, given to us by and through the unending, outrageous, abundant love of God.

It can’t be said enough. God loves us beyond all measure.
But God’s love of us doesn’t mean that the road won’t be long, bumpy, scary and full of detours.
It will be. It is!

Life is most definitely NOT EASY.
But, as the Church in Iona says in their invitation to communion and as Jesus is telling us through the Bread of life verses and the messenger told Elijah:
“Come to this altar, we have a holy meal to share.
Come, those of you who have much faith and those who feel you have none.
Come, those of you who have tried to follow Jesus, but believe you’ve failed.
This is the feast of Jesus our Lord;
holy food for holy people.”
So get up folks….come and be fed, God has plans for us. Amen+

Proper 13 B

 In chapter 4 of John’s gospel the woman at the well, after challenging Jesus about why he would dare to converse with her; a woman shunned by all of society; and why—by the way— would he be at a well without a bucket with which to fetch water, says, “ Sir, give me this water, so I shall never thirst again.”
Today we read, in the 6th chapter, “Sir, give us this bread, always.”
Sense a theme here? Besides these two, don’t forget the first chapter of John’s gospel, “What has come into being in him was life, and the life was the light of all people. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it.”
Water, bread, light are all big themes for John because they are big themes for Jesus.
Jesus tells us that the Son of Man (Jesus) is the light of the world. And the darkness [of this world, no matter how hard the world tries] will not extinguish that Light.
Jesus tells us that ‘Everyone who drinks of regular water will be thirsty again,  but those who drink of the water that He gives them will never again be thirsty.
And today he tells us “For the bread of God is that which comes down from heaven and gives life to the world.”
    Jesus is our nourishment. Our hunger for the food of this world, the water of this world and the light of this world is fleeting. There is an end—the amount of light, water and bread is finite.
But faith in God through Jesus Christ never ends and as long as we keep the faith we will never hunger, thirst or wander in the darkness again.
Can we think about that for a moment?
Jesus is our nourishment—his life, his teachings, his death, his resurrection, his ascension all contribute to the quenching of our thirst, the brightening of our darkness, the satisfying of our hunger.
But just how do we get that nourishment? Is it magically given to us when we take the bread, break it, eat it, and remember him?
No.
Well yes. But also, no. Yes, we are nourished by and through the act of gathering each week and, most weeks, taking, breaking, eating and remembering Jesus through the act of communion. But also no—-because just doing that, coming here and going through these motions don’t mean anything in and of themselves. It’s when we take the nourishment and realize that it strengthens, encourages and emboldens us to be Jesus in this world, and that by being so strengthened, encouraged and emboldened we then, as those who came before us exclaim: give us this light, water and bread always!!!!
    When angered at the politics of today, remember  the nourishment of Christ.
When discouraged by your lot in life, remember the nourishment of Christ.
When worried about your health, or the health of one you love, remember the nourishment of Christ.
The light, water and bread of Christ is never ending, I pray that our desire for it and our accepting of it, also never, ever ends. Amen.

Proper 12B 2024

Jesus tells us: It is I, do not be afraid. OK, I’m just going to say it—easier said than done!
I mean, is being afraid really that bad? There’s a lot to be afraid about in life—-the state of the world, gun violence, the environment, the cost of food, plus our health and security, that of our children and others we love. And then those very personal fears, things we may never utter to another human being but that wake us up at night. There’s a lot to be afraid of, so being afraid isn’t necessarily the problem, is it? Is Jesus really mad when we’re afraid? I don’t thinks so—Remember what the definition of courage is…being afraid but doing it anyway.
I think it’s ok to be afraid, it’s just not ok to be paralyzed by our fear.
It’s what I wish I’d learned as a very anxious little girl—scared of any change in routines, of anything new——I wish I’d learned that the bravest people in the world aren’t unafraid—they feel the fear, acknowledge it, and then proceed to do it anyway.
So, I think Jesus gets a bum rap when we invoke his name in an effort to tell someone NOT TO BE AFRAID. After all, the act of feeling fear isn’t what stops us in our tracks, it’s not being able to find the courage to step forward and walk into the fear, knowing that we aren’t alone in it.
Take a look —Jesus doesn’t say Do Not Be Afraid, period. He says, “it is I, do not be afraid.” Until they heard his voice, the guys in the boat didn’t know what was coming toward them—-but once they heard his voice, they were no longer afraid. Once they focused on Jesus, they were not afraid.  [this is really brought home in the Matthew version of this story when Peter tries to meet Jesus halfway between the boat and Jesus….and he does it, until he realizes what he’s doing and sinks like a stone, ignoring Jesus when Jesus tells him to look only at Him, not at the fact that he is walking on water!
    Therein lies the lesson——we can do seemingly impossible things when we do them in and through faith, when we keep our eyes on our Savior and not on the danger. When we faithfully focus instead of humanly focus. We read it in our epistle for today, the letter to the Ephesians. I really like the translation used in  our Morning Prayer service:
Glory to God whose power, working in us, can do infinitely more than we can ask or imagine:
We do not achieve what we achieve solely by ourselves. The peace, contentment, and joy in our lives is provided  through the one in whom we’re given more than we can ask or imagine: Jesus Christ.
My friends, what is it that you are afraid of? What is it that churns deep within you, causing you sleepless nights? Take those things and PLEASE [ZOOM service: hand them to one to Jesus—let him take them!] place them upon this altar for the one who came to save us all will pick them up and take them away for us.
Remember what he says: “It is I, do not be afraid.” Let go of that which bogs you down and let Him pick it up and throw it away, for through him much more will be accomplished than without.
Amen.